+Chelsey
+Cynthia
+Fangying
+Felicia
+Jocelyn
+Kah Hui
+Kimberly
+Lisa
+Melissa Chua
+Melissa Lee
+Pei Qi
+Peiying
+Petrina
+Pu Fang
+Sam Low
+Shimin
+Shi Yin
+Swee Ting
+Veronica
+Wendi
+Yue Xiang
+Yun Zhu
I am fighting one too.
Its all lies over lies over lies.
Maybe i have been just living a lie.
A promise, can i keep it?
Tell the truth? No Way.
Don't tell the truth, Doom.
Someone tell me what to do.
Today she totally pissed me off.
I did up the budget excel file after i got home at 12 plus.
Did it til 2 plus in the night!
eh freaking tired already can!
Today i sent it to her out of courtesy.
It was named NOV XP ACCOUNT.
She happily just edited a bit and named it (her name) XP ACCOUNT
AND SENT IT TO ALL THE TEACHERS.
Tell me if i am too petty or sensitive.
I am seriously annoyed.
Its like all my effort and she just took it as she did it.
If she wants to play it that way, i will play with her.
At this point of time, i am just on the verge of breaking down.
What the hell have i been doing to reach this point.
She is an important friend but she fails to see that.
Everybody thinks they know the truth.
But what they know is far from true.
In this world, only he knows, i know, well god knows.
I swear it is the most tiring thing in this world.
I wonder if i regretted to help.
The very fact that he is having A levels and is unable to solve this,
well simply caught me off-guard, leaving me helpless.
These days, i won't call him, won't message him.
I guess that is all i can do to help him.
Or maybe to thank him for teaching me so much in preparation for promotional examinations.
Days recently are just so meaningless.
I feel like a zombie.
Running half-heartedly, and going for training without any aim.
Seriously i don't want to be there anymore.
I want to throw it away, everything out of the window.
I am thankful for friends who promised to be there for me always
I tried to do everything to lessen her pain.
But who knows my pain.
Who is there when i cried.
4/4 used to say bend but don't break.
But i am breaking, things are getting worse.
It is affecting me so much that i cant even function normally
Can i end this? Like hello! END THIS END THIS END THIS.
How i wish someone can say out the truth for me.
The truth that i cannot say.
If she knows, she probably wont hate me that much.
But what is keeping me back?
GO NETTIES AND DANCERRRSS.
VINTAGE & VONTAGE.
AWESOMERRRRSSS.
http://redsports.sg/2009/03/22/chij-rgs-netball-2/
taggies another day, sorry yo. ):
I LOVE SCHOOL, ESP WITH SPECIAL PEEEEPZ.
stupid alex tricked me, but i am so clever to find out
so we are going to gang up and trick the rest. XD
NOT TO FORGET, TOMORROW IS MONDAY!
MEANING ITS TIE DAY!
MEANING CAN WEAR TIE TO SCHOOL!
okay i am too excited.
ciaos buddies.
blog more another time. (:
i know i didnt blog for damn long.
quit complaining buddies.
=D
Yesterday was SUSHI day.
damn shoik.
met Asha at 2plus, sorry i was late.
walked around tp and headed for sakae.
and totally started gorging and pigging on wonderful sushi(SSS).
i had three plate of gyoza, one bowl of udon, one bowl of soup,
three bowl of charamushi and some other stuff.
i dont know how many sushi i ate.
but i counted i had 40+/50+ plates?
kinda forgotten the exact number. :P
Asha thinks that sakae is never going to allow me in for buffet again. -.-
those three/four stacks on the right are mine.
Asha only ate the stack, blue plates with the peas on top.
Waste money la she, eat so little.
i had damn lot of fun eating.
went shopping after that, i think Asha bought one top and a skirt.
i bought nothing. -.-
i think its the glucose taking effect, totally didnt feel like moving.
felt like sleeping.
oh gosh, i am turning into a pig.
eat and sleep. -.-"
then we sat at this place where there was some waterdesign thingy.
it made the air smelled like chlorine.
its kinda gross.
but the environment was nice, quiet and all.
talked for the longest time and going crazy with dancy songs.
i think my phone quality is good luh.
laughed a lot too.
i totally went 'HUH!!!!!!!!', when Asha told me __________ is going ____.
okay, inside secret.
(:
Then went over to WJ's to make sushiiii.
yes, its sushi again.
i ate sushi, made sushi, all in a day.
it was damn funny laaaaaa.
i think the vinegar smells like smelly socks.
but after a while i thought it smells like red wine.
oaky, its just my nose. -.-
ate more sushi, not bad at all.
dont worry, its very nice.
Cause jew made it. not me.
i cut cucumber only.
i can totally cut cucumber much better than lindsay.
then played sketch with jia and wj.
wj is damn competitive.
but its very FUNNN> (:
wj is soo going to design a shirt for meeee! (:
went home late.
SAW THIS STUPID FATTTTT LIZARD THE MOMENT I SWTCHED ON THE LIGHT.
hello, you mister fatso lizard,
how long have you been living in my house.
i swear its damn big and fat.
goona ask my dad to get rid of it.
WATCHOUT YOU FATTY.
SHEN RI KUAI LE.
according to melz, its ri. -.-" hahas.
LOVE YOU A LOT A LOT. <3
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kim cannot laa. train hard okay. miss youuu.
i feel like throwing slippers at YOU.
peiying ddr? havent. ):
sabrina hola. love youuu tooooo <3
yeow cjc? i think?
melissa! xiao huiiii!
shimin valentine <3 of course i am happy. (:
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