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Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses. Seventeen and wild. And that's all you need to know about me.
+Anne
+Chelsey
+Cynthia
+Fangying
+Felicia
+Jocelyn
+Kah Hui
+Kimberly
+Lisa
+Melissa Chua
+Melissa Lee
+Pei Qi
+Peiying
+Petrina
+Pu Fang
+Sam Low
+Shimin
+Shi Yin
+Swee Ting
+Veronica
+Wendi
+Yue Xiang
+Yun Zhu
+Chelsey
+Cynthia
+Fangying
+Felicia
+Jocelyn
+Kah Hui
+Kimberly
+Lisa
+Melissa Chua
+Melissa Lee
+Pei Qi
+Peiying
+Petrina
+Pu Fang
+Sam Low
+Shimin
+Shi Yin
+Swee Ting
+Veronica
+Wendi
+Yue Xiang
+Yun Zhu
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Freak TTM
Mental battle?
I am fighting one too.
Its all lies over lies over lies.
Maybe i have been just living a lie.
A promise, can i keep it?
Tell the truth? No Way.
Don't tell the truth, Doom.
Someone tell me what to do.
Today she totally pissed me off.
I did up the budget excel file after i got home at 12 plus.
Did it til 2 plus in the night!
eh freaking tired already can!
Today i sent it to her out of courtesy.
It was named NOV XP ACCOUNT.
She happily just edited a bit and named it (her name) XP ACCOUNT
AND SENT IT TO ALL THE TEACHERS.
Tell me if i am too petty or sensitive.
I am seriously annoyed.
Its like all my effort and she just took it as she did it.
If she wants to play it that way, i will play with her.
I am fighting one too.
Its all lies over lies over lies.
Maybe i have been just living a lie.
A promise, can i keep it?
Tell the truth? No Way.
Don't tell the truth, Doom.
Someone tell me what to do.
Today she totally pissed me off.
I did up the budget excel file after i got home at 12 plus.
Did it til 2 plus in the night!
eh freaking tired already can!
Today i sent it to her out of courtesy.
It was named NOV XP ACCOUNT.
She happily just edited a bit and named it (her name) XP ACCOUNT
AND SENT IT TO ALL THE TEACHERS.
Tell me if i am too petty or sensitive.
I am seriously annoyed.
Its like all my effort and she just took it as she did it.
If she wants to play it that way, i will play with her.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Breaking Point
What can i do, what can i say.
At this point of time, i am just on the verge of breaking down.
What the hell have i been doing to reach this point.
She is an important friend but she fails to see that.
Everybody thinks they know the truth.
But what they know is far from true.
In this world, only he knows, i know, well god knows.
I swear it is the most tiring thing in this world.
I wonder if i regretted to help.
The very fact that he is having A levels and is unable to solve this,
well simply caught me off-guard, leaving me helpless.
These days, i won't call him, won't message him.
I guess that is all i can do to help him.
Or maybe to thank him for teaching me so much in preparation for promotional examinations.
Days recently are just so meaningless.
I feel like a zombie.
Running half-heartedly, and going for training without any aim.
Seriously i don't want to be there anymore.
I want to throw it away, everything out of the window.
I am thankful for friends who promised to be there for me always
I tried to do everything to lessen her pain.
But who knows my pain.
Who is there when i cried.
4/4 used to say bend but don't break.
But i am breaking, things are getting worse.
It is affecting me so much that i cant even function normally
Can i end this? Like hello! END THIS END THIS END THIS.
How i wish someone can say out the truth for me.
The truth that i cannot say.
If she knows, she probably wont hate me that much.
But what is keeping me back?
At this point of time, i am just on the verge of breaking down.
What the hell have i been doing to reach this point.
She is an important friend but she fails to see that.
Everybody thinks they know the truth.
But what they know is far from true.
In this world, only he knows, i know, well god knows.
I swear it is the most tiring thing in this world.
I wonder if i regretted to help.
The very fact that he is having A levels and is unable to solve this,
well simply caught me off-guard, leaving me helpless.
These days, i won't call him, won't message him.
I guess that is all i can do to help him.
Or maybe to thank him for teaching me so much in preparation for promotional examinations.
Days recently are just so meaningless.
I feel like a zombie.
Running half-heartedly, and going for training without any aim.
Seriously i don't want to be there anymore.
I want to throw it away, everything out of the window.
I am thankful for friends who promised to be there for me always
I tried to do everything to lessen her pain.
But who knows my pain.
Who is there when i cried.
4/4 used to say bend but don't break.
But i am breaking, things are getting worse.
It is affecting me so much that i cant even function normally
Can i end this? Like hello! END THIS END THIS END THIS.
How i wish someone can say out the truth for me.
The truth that i cannot say.
If she knows, she probably wont hate me that much.
But what is keeping me back?